It's like you knew this was gonna happen. I can't deny that I do miss you, the four of us running around town like major idiots. I honestly don't know where all of that went. Last night you told me that we meant everything to you.. If we sure did mean everything to you, then I don't think you know the definition of everything. You were just like an older brother to pick on, but I guess that when someone else falls in our friendship, you choose them over us. Not to mention, when I said I was mad at you yesterday & you asked why, I said I was kidding, but yet I was kidding about that. You totally blew us off, I understand the fact that you wanna meet new people. But I didn't get that you wanted to meet new people, and ditch the girls that are always there for you. Like old times, when we'd meet up that big smile on your face, the way you'd be embarrassed 'cause our silly actions. You asked me earlier if we could still be friends, and I'm still thinking on that.. I'm not sure, if we should still be friends. What if someone else comes by, are you just gonna choose strangers over us? & I was definitely like "what the fuck" when I found out you were into her again. Like I said, I thought we were tight, like you said we'd tell each other everything. Yeye, I know you're sorry but sorry doesn't prove anything does it? What am I suppose to know, what are we suppose to know? You were pretty important to all of us. Notice I said 'were'. When I first met you, my first thought was "we're gonna be great friends till the end of time." Yeah okay there, so much for end of time. It's hard to forget the things you've done, but things change. The amount of time you spend with us is like, before: everyday. - & after: "oh I'll just meet up with them afterward, or just like talk to them on msn." Everything has changed, but I'm gonna give you a chance to fix things, deep down. You're not the type of best friend I thought you were. If you prove to me, that you're gonna be a better best friend, that will always count on me and the girls + don't choose people over us.. Then I'm down with that, I honestly felt like we've been total brats to you, since the fact that shes already on top of us & we got nothing. Now I'm not sure, about the other two forgiving you but I'm being very nice. I really should be doing my math, but you know.. One chance, the next time it's gone, it's gone forever.
TO: SWONG.
8:37 PM
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