Tragedies happen. What are you gonna do? Give up? Quit? No. I realize now that when your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive because you are. And the pain you feel, that’s life. The confusion and fear, that’s there to remind you that somewhere out there’s something better and that something is worth fighting for.
I can't stop thinking of you, everywhere I go, everything I turn to.. Reminds me of you. Every time I sleep on the couch you sat on, makes me miss you more.. I never thought until this day, how much I truly need you. Life has been downhill, although our relationship had ups and downs, it was the only thing that brought the million dollar smile on my face. I shouldn't have listened to those people that were saying things.. The only person I was to trust was you. It was all a setup game for me to break up with you, so her friend can have you... It's my lost. You've been the most caring person I've ever known, my summer spent with you brings back a hell lot of memories.. But now you're gone.
The fact that our relationship did ended makes me sad every single day. I can't go a day without thinking about us, I have to admit that.. Every time I see you I just wanna run to you, give you a big hug and kiss you on the cheek like I did every time I saw you when we were dating.. Leaving you was a huge mistake.. I seriously didn't know what I was doing. I thought that I was a canon ball that came into your life, and blew it up. I just don't have the urge to do what I really want to do, cause I don't want to be hurt.. I obviously know what's that thing you're gonna say towards my question. So there's no point, if we were meant to be one day we'll be together, and hopefully last forever. Just like our song, always & forever. When will you ever get the message? The message that, I'm in
When I'm not there do you think of me? When you're sad and something's bothering you.. Do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When you've had a long hard day.. Do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment? When you lay down at night.. Do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? because that's how I think of you... But we're not together.
I can't forget the times we've shared together. The sadness and the happiness,the failure and success, the simple hugs and those tender kisses. I don't know when it will gonna happen again, seems like a part of me was gone. I miss all of that, I miss you B.. I miss us.. - As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me - there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our today's make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.
I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.
I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other, for those were some of the best times of my life.