There are no words from which I can say the importance you have in my life, it seems like everything has faded and there is no color in the world for me. Baby, I know we have been through very hard times and I accept that it was all was my fault but I also apologize to you and you also know that I love you very, very much and can't live without you. So, baby please accept my apology. I honestly miss you, even though the way you talk to me now might be kinda the way you used to talk to me like doesn't really mean anything. I miss being with you, and I understand that you don't want me anymore but you also don't understand that I need you. You don't even know how uncomfortable it is for people to tell me that they like me. Once we've broken up, every guy has been running to me.. Like seriously, this person already asked me out but I obviously said something.. How can I date someone and talk about you all the time? How can I date someone but have feelings for you? How can I date someone but love you? I don't think you know this but you mean the world to me baby, I'm not gonna give up on you. I miss those late night calls so much, I wish I were with you every single second.. But thats hard, we both go to different schools. Most of my blogs are about you these days.. I wish I was still your baby, I never wanted us to part but it's something I did. I honestly regret that, but I can see that you're having a blast without me in your life. Hope you forgive me for all the things I've done to you that hurted you. I'm sorry baby, I didn't know that I was that much of a pain... I hope you message me about this, and tell me if I'm forgiven or not :(.. I love you. - & miss you a whole lot. Can I have a chance to make things better.. ?
xoxo