So it's been like a week or so, and all I can think about is you. I guess it's true that, when the one you love is no longer the person that loves you, moves on. I can say so much things about you, but in the end I just sit there and think about the past. I was at McCormick's earlier, sitting on the swing in the freezing cold, looking at the sky.. I turned to the picnic table we sat at last time too, some places just have too much memories.. If I were special, then why didn't I feel special? Every time I try talking to you, we end up fighting.. I always ask myself why I waited so long? I guess if you loved someone for three years, thats true love. I didn't mean to hurt you, I was just saying how you're best without me, because I know you are. You have to understand that I did it for a reason, I was hurt too.. So don't think it was nothing. I honestly didn't like what people were telling me.. I mean I trust you, but then.. Who am I suppose to trust? 10 other people telling me stuff, or 1 person denying it. It has been a great four months, baby I love you. Our date we started off was obviously a sign.. 'Always & forever' apparently, always will always be in my heart.. I'm not sure about forever though. Oh how close we used to be.. I seriously have to admit that it hasn't been the same calling other people losers.. I miss being with you. I used to know seeing other couples together, always thinking that I have ____, by my side even when you weren't. Every single second I spent with you, will always be remembered. I remember the time @ Square one, when I told you I'd spit in your mouth and you opened it thinking that I wouldn't and I did.. How cute we used to be, sitting on you listening to you tell me about how the geese's would yannoe.. How cold your lips used to be right after having a frap, then kissing me :( Oh hahaha.. That day @ Wdl when that little girl walked in on us. There's much more to say, but I guess I shouldn't list them all. I still have your September 21st text message you sent to me, before going to bed.. Telling me happy four months, and how you love me the 052209 way. Every time I would empty my inbox I'd mark all of them, then unmark that one. I miss it when I'd do my *hmph look, then you'd copy me.. I think I should stop, cause this is making me miss you a lot. It's really hard to walk away, you're always gonna be my number one♥.. Even though we're both moving on, I still want to be friends. It's not that just because we're not together we can't be friends. But I highly doubt that you'd want me to be that.. I'm gonna leave it to that. I still love my ex.
101422♥, all of our dates.. the most memorable one was may twentysecond two thousand and nine. Love you baby.
They say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same, but I don't think it's possible for you to miss me as much as I'm missing you right now
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