So well I guess I was being a strong girl today.. I sucked in all the tears that wanted to burst out. :(.. 22 hours, and ya how crazy am I? I already miss you. I guess you just don't understand, that this is making me do really bad .. So far. I kept my head held high today, and tried to have fun even though it really sucks to know that you're not with me anymore.. I still wanna be with you, there's so much things you've done to me to make me forget about you, you do realize that's not going to happen right? I seriously miss you standing at your locker getting your stuff, and I'd be waiting for you after school .. I miss you coming to my locker.. :( I miss you. I saw a couple today .. That really hurted me, it looked exactly how we were like. You put me so down yesterday .. I thought that if we do end up not together, we'd still be cool.. I guess that's not what you want. If i'm going to lose you, I don't want to lose you like that .. I wanna still be friends. But I guess you've made up your mind, talking mean to me doesn't get you anywhere.. I really hope you regret the stuff you said to me. Oh yeah, I really gotta learn how to inhale, and exhale lol.. No more anything .. I guess I might see you in like a year. :'( Hopefully you can find a girl like me, wait no that's so not gonna happen. I'll still be around when you need me to kick butt, and whatnot. I cannot believe that you lied to me yesterday.. "I'm not leaving you". You left me right when you came home.. You'd probably forget me, if I even do make it into Harbord.. Be like "whose that chick".. (u). Hopefully ya don't (yn). You loved me wow ... that hurted a lot. Forgetting you will be impossible, you impacted my life in a way no one can describe and I'll still love you even though you're gone.
School talk time, well anyways enough with the love. I had a spelling test in class today, ahaha I did pretty good, what's funny is M put capitals on all her words LOL.. So she got like 0/25. If they weren't capitals she would've got, 23/25? I dunnoe I forgot. Math was after recess :) It was pretty funny, yet sad at the same time .. Diego was just like "is Kevin your boyfriend?" LOLOL .. I was like you mean Brandon? He's like "yeah, yeah." I'm like not anymore .. :( But yeah, anyways.. Back to what I was saying, D. Jorge. called me an expert :):) Hehehe. Yeah I know, I was like doing the math in that group. Anyways lunch was .. Yeah. I tried my best to have fun, without you. That is so not working.. Weekend is here, this makes me miss you more.. 'Cause I'd usually chill with B. I'm so obsessed ya I know stfu, I don't care. I just noticed .. I'm gonna miss being with him .. :'( Poor me. Dt was after lunch, but I had media instead.. Wow she talks a lot LOL.. Anyways, I think i'm done here. :(:(:( I love you ******* so fucking much.
xoxo
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