Well my title says it all. I just finished watching one of my favorite shows Laguna Beach season 1 on demand... Watched all the episodes, and when it was the point when there was prom, grad, and going to college, is like elementary going to high school..:'| Anyways, writing this makes me want to burst into tears but yannoe... I'm gonna have to get over it no? But then again, it's someone I seriously love. In about 19 or so days... my life will change. I won't be able to see this person, that makes me smile.. makes me laugh. Whose gonna hold onto me when I need them? Blah, blah, I didn't know tears would come. Anyways, I just want to let you know how much I'm going to miss you. If things do change, I don't really care. If one person says they're letting go.. Doesn't mean the other has to right? You might not be in my future, but hopefully we'll still be able to contact each other. I don't know but whatever happens, happens. When it does happen, I hope it happens the way I want it to be happening. I promise to you, that if you ever feel like no one cares, or no one's there for you, I'll be there. You were my first, I hope you'll be my last, because I always care for you...I'm just one call away if you ever need me. Ever since May 22nd, 2009 happened I couldn't ask for anything better then a love like this. It doesn't even need to be love, love has it's own definition. If I were to define you, I'd say you're trustworthy, caring, and funny. I love it when you make me laugh, I have to admit you are a bit eh you know.. Yeah lol. You care a lot and that's good, I don't mind not doing this and that, it show's me how much you care. And that's why I love you. A part of you has grown in me, and so you see, it's you and me together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart.
xox, kelly.